Narcissic, Yes I am

When I was a kid, I was lovely, until they gave me med for asthma and I was fat with big teeths, at school I used to play at football, or other sports but always with boys, I was tall. I kept one friend from 1977 to 1980, her name was Valerie, she was in my class, and I liked her too much, but school separated us, and I stayed with a boy from 80 to 82. At college (11 to 16 y old) I was alone, girls liked to annoy me ...until 86 when a girl band insulted me (they didn't know me but a pal of mine told us I wanted to flirt with a very attractive boy of school) "you should have my eyes, you should have my breast, you should be as smart as me, you should have long hair, et cetera.
I took revenge with some of them.
at "lycée" (86 to 89) I felt secure, but I stayed without girls around me, I liked talking to men, and only to men.
At university I was attractive, tall, slim, long hair, but I had a boyfriend.
School wasn't a good thing for me, I mean I liked studying, but I didn't like to be a sheep.


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From 1995 (end of university) to 1997 I was fat, eating to much, I hated myself.
From 1998 to 2003, I was slim until I had my second stroke, I used med for headaches and I was getting fat again.
On 2003 my relatives divorced, and I cut the link with them, I cut my hair, I started to wear dress, to be really feminine, then I needed to take pictures of myself, I own a big album with good pictures of me...:)
That was my way to accept me, and to love myself.