Well mates, I hope everything is ok to you, life is difficult for everyone, but we have to live.
I have to tell you my news:
Last year was a fucking year of fucking bullshit news. I have met again my fucking homosexual daddy, wow, his wife looks like an old witch, red hair, wanna seem pleasant but she's a fucking psychopath bitch... He looks like an old homosexual man, I would say a metrosexual man who has never understood that there is a way to be, you can be bisexual, straight, or homosexual, but don't say you're straight if you don't think you are.
Well lets go, after a meeting with him, his cell phone (and his bitchwife on phone with a male voice) I have been on the Felicitas Villa ! ;-) Felicitas my ass !
They drink all day long, he smokes all day long. He does live with an homosexual and alcoholic man too...a funny life. He thinks he's a prof painter, ask him to draw your face, he won't do it. He doesn't know how to paint, because he uses things to copy pictures he can see on a wall. They are uninteresting. They are harmful.
I have met too an Australian guy, from FB, we have spents 5 days in Paris, it was deep.
Well I know there are some connections between the fact Fraser doesn't want to belong to me and the fact that I have stopped to see my Daddy, sweet daddy.
Fraser was not the right one. So no problem.
So I haven't been loved when I was born, by mother and father, first mother didn't love me and let me down. Then she abused me with food, and I used to spend the time on a chair, because she didn't want I could move, walk or anything else. She was scared I could fall on the floor, she was scared about my health because she has lost her brother at birth.
When I told my father about the nightmare I had, he didn't want to listen. He didn't mind, and didn't want to talk.
Such a bastard.
Well I don't want to hear about them anymore.
I'm sorry for this bad post, Hello Daddy ;-)
Monday, June 29, 2009
I'm still here !
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labels Psychology, relationships, sexual abuses
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Crime Scene
When we lived in the Var (big touristic french region) we used to walk in forests with Tate and another dog, It was raining but just a bit, we decided to pursue our walk, then we saw an empty beer pack, and panties and bras on same place.There were panties with some shit inside a riped up top and a white bras for a teenage girl.
I felt scared, my intuition was working, and Tate didn't feel ok there, I took these pictures, and we called the cops. A man said "ok, we'll go there". I really thought it was a rape scene, and the victim was a teenage girl. Size of underwears showed me that. There was some handkerchief but no condoms, it was really scaring.
About this story, cops never went there, I hope I'm paranoid but watching these pictures, I can't be sure.
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labels sexual abuses, teenage