Disappointment

Yesterday, on my msn appeared Emeric a man I have met on a dating site, but unfortunately he was from north of France and he started to question me about everything, he looks good, but I cannot bear to be questionned.
So I removed him from my list.
I have asked to X to be removed from his list, he doesn't want.
I 'm getting no secure because of my birthday, about 3,5 months, I'll be 37, and I hope this year I won't forget my existence like I did last years.
Last year on August I tried to be pregnant I was sure I was pregnant but I wasn't pregnant.
And why did I want to be pregnant because my child will come on may 2008 ! Cool, my birthday would disappear with my child's birthday.
Tomorrow I'll meet blue eyes, the psychiatrist, with her strict clothes, she will listen to me and write my talking, That's Wonderful (just kidding).
Most of people who visit my blog, don't stay more than one second, I have statistics, and some tell me there isn't any translation in english. That's wrong because there is two translations.
No choice, I'll write in english and put a flag in french on the right side of the page.