About 2 days I'll be 37 y old

And I'm feeling better, I haven't called my therapist yet for stopping the meetings, but I'll do it next week.
I don't cry anymore, but my feet are painful. I can't walk actually or put any shoes.
For my birthday I have planed to be drunk, so vodka and Perier coco citron, and a big cake, because I haven't celebrated my birthday for years !
I'm expecting my last dress, I have ordered last week, it's my birthday's gift. I just picture men looking at me wearing this sexy dress.
So it's a very superficial post, but I need it.