On 2005, I met an ex boyfriend

I was online, on a past friends site, and I sent him a message, he replied and we started to talk on msn. Some days after I met him, it was strange because we flirted at lycée, I liked his face and his personality, but on 2005 he was very different, I'm taller than him, and his friends told him, I won't stay with him, I met Serge an astrolog, that introduced me into astrology, and Fred, his best friend, who was also his victim.
Eric was a metrosexual man, probably homosexual too, I loved to stay with him and his friends but outside I hated him. He wanted to marry me but I wasn't enough rich. On Serge's birthday, I accepted to sleep with him, but in the bed I didn't want to make love, he was furious and leaved the bedroom.
On morning, I asked him I wanted to return at home, and I supposed he'd drive me to bus (he does live to Marseille) but he drived me to my home. That was the end of our relationship, he couldn't understand why I didn't want to have sex with him.
We had explanations on msn I told him that I felt no secure with him, and that I didn't want to have sex, only for his pleasure.

He looks like my brother and father (both)... I couldn't and I have no regreat.